Sunday, March 19
meeting up with part of the fries people yesterday. went peninsular with shan in search of that ulu ulu cd shop, then to esplanade, then meet up with kabeer sir and mr undercover, IZWANO! haha. and we went pasir ris to just hang out awhile before going to church. never knew there were so many places in singapore itself, that i've never been to before. haha. i feel like sucha introvert this way. haha. anyway, yesterday was fun. had a lot of rubbish la. and kabeer sir, as usual. he and his nonsense. shan, he and his laughetr that tingers up all in me, makes me laugh so much. and that izwan. forever on his phone. we all know la, huh? haha. been like going out almost everyday this week though. to school, then out. haha.
been a logn time since i talked to qayyum. as in really talk. kinda miss you boy. but it seems so weird whenwe talk now ever since "that" incident. if you're reading this, you'll know la. and ever since "that" incident, that i decided to back off, it all ended sour. i'm glad for you and her. as in everythings going on well now. and i'm glad for you la. i mean you two. maybe we've not been talking much cause i guess i didn't want to be like her. if you know what i mean. i don't want to be stuck in that triangle thingy. well yum, you said i changed, but i didn't quite think so. i just know that i have to be like this to avoid all un-necessary conflicts between you and her. i'm doing this for you, by the way. if you'd never knew. but it's okay la. i'll still be here for you when you need me. ((:
take care qayyum. see ya at school.
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